two weeks till schools out

so im getting ready to start my sons first official summer. hes had a great year and one heck of a teacher. she has helped teach him so much. now i hope this summer is a great one and my son is able to remember everthing that he has learned this year. god they really expect alot out of kids these days. four years old and they already go him working on a computer in class. i dont think i used a computer atleast untill i could read. so to the wonderful year that my son had in pre kindergarten. his first party was a halloween hoe down that was really fun and cute. then they had their pilgrim feist, christmas party, valentines day party, easter party and now the end of school party. in between the teacher managed to teach the kids the abc in upper and lower case, how to count to 100(we're still working on that) and how to right their name. dont get me wrong my kid has learned a lot more, there is just too much to name it all. so the beginning of the year i was really sad about leaving my son with a stranger, but ive learned to let go a little bit. i fear the next school year will still be hard for me to let go, cuz he will be going all day. hes my baby and dont know how any mother does it. the world can really mess a kid up and i dont want that for my son. i pray that my morals stick with him and he remembers them as he grows older cuz the time is going by so fast i dont want him to think he has to grow up fast too..... this summer should be a great one and i hope that we get to spend a lot of family time together. So heres to the hot sun, swimming pools and ice cold margaritas!!!!!!!!!!!

We Got Down With The Sickness

For crying out loud when will it stop. So about a week and a half ago my son came down with the pink which is just dreadful because he alway gets it really bad. so to the doctor we go and no school for him. that was two fridays ago. that following monday my precious baby girl comes down with a flu and just when im bragging to the nurse about my kids never getting ear infections, she smerks and says "really cause she has a slight ear infection." WHAT EVER. So i looked like a fool cause i deny there might be and infection and because my poor baby did have one and i didnt even know. Considering she never complained how could I. So we spend a long week at home bubba only missed two days of school and heads back to finish the week. Little did i know come the most lovely days of all bubba gets the pink eye again and comes down with fever. Yes we usually deal with the pink eye twice before it leaves our house and thats because my husband installed one of those antibacterial ointment dispensers right in our living room. Could he have put it else where yes, but he didnt. so anyway the dr prescribes him something over the phone and we basically spend the whole weekend at home. Not to mention mikey and i both come down with something like a cold. So no our valentines day was full of medications and plenty of fluids. not to mention the constant flow of mucus between the the four of us. so today i take my baby boy in because he starts to look pale with a red shiny nose. Dr confirms the flu and also adds that he also has an ear infection. i was always told that if you nurse your children as infants that they have a lesser chance of getting an ear infection. well zeke is four and this is his first i would say that is pretty good. Now we are out of school till thursday of course pending that the fever goes away. Did i say we only were knocking buggers for VDay and thats about it. Any way we have been dealing with the sickness and im ready for it to be over. its the most helpless time in a mothers life when you really cant do anything for your kids they just kinda got to wait till their little bodies heal.

WHAT IF?

Everyday is a new thing. Life can change in a blink of an eye. Recently i heard of a double murder suicide which occurred within minutes of my home address. Apparently a dentist and his wife and the mother in law, all found dead by gun shot on erskine. The sheriff is calling it a double murder suicide. What kind of crazy @#$@! was going on over there. so this is what gets me, the night before this happened i was up late watching a movie "strangers" you know the one where the freaky person is standing in the middle of the road watching the couple in the house waiting for the right moment to completely slaughter them. a girl Knocks at the door and says in a shy weirdo kinda way "is tamara there" whatever nobody by that name there, stalk stalk stalk and then dumb girl trips then they get slaughtered. So my home is in the country, i love it here. its so peaceful and there is never any drama on the streets. so now in a freakish moment in time there is a double murder suicide and that really freaks me out. did i mention its still listed as possible DMS. that means they are not even sure. but i think I'm just trippin because they are pretty sure of the DMS they just got to get all the facts right before they make it final. so yes I'm $#$@ing in my pants when I'm home alone looking outside my front window and i see something moving by the front door. Duh I'm one of those people that still has a wind blowing snowman hanging from my roof. but things will be alright for me, but my prayers go out to the daughter who had to and is going through finding her family had taken their last breath. i don't know what i would do with out my family. WHAT IF? is the kind of question that can leave you fretting for hours. but it shouldn't be about that it should be about WHAT IS! for me the answer is .... GOD, FAMILY and FRIENDs.

AND THIS IS WHAT IS>

So with that my favorite quote "GOD IS LOVE," REV RUN.......

Officially a BloGger

january 23 ,2009

hi everyone, this is my first official blog on a blog page. inspired by the blog seeker (leti). so im 27 year old, stay at home, married, mother, with an assoc degree woman. everyday i live my life the best i can as a catholic, wife, mother, daughter, sister and tia. so basically my days are the same with the exceptions of the excitement of the suprising things that kids do (especially mine). my kids are wonderful so suprising and full of life they make me so happy and proud. i would have to say they are my greatest accomplishment. of course i dont do it alone obviously two kids. my husband is great we have been together for almost a decade now and married for going on six years. i love him so much. time sure does fly by when you having a good time. seriously a decade sounds like a long time but it feels like just yesterday. we have surely been blessed with a great relationship and marriage. i would love to have more kids but for now we just want to catch up and enjoy. time is the most precious thing that god has given us and i dont want to waste it, in any aspect of my life. today is friday and it is a good day as tomorrow will be.